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 Wednesday, July 28, 2010
 at 8:55 PMI went to eat Dian Xiao Er on Sunday with Mr dumb and I'm blogging only NOW, Dian xiao er is not what i expected, I thought it would be so nice, Like how good is their herbal duck & dong Po pork. When i tried, it's So-so only, lOl ! The duck is tasty but i don't like the herbal sauce. Not used to eating duck + herbal sauce. Taste weird.. ): But their portion for two is really alot. Cost $44 for 2 person , a 5-dish meal ! After that we went to shop at Suntec and Bugis. My work so boring loh, Everyday sit there, You know how many times i can doze off one day . Nothing really much to do. Tomorrow is Thursday, Hurry hurry weekends! And I'm getting my pay in 2 days!! Wees! I want dye my hair =( But my hair now is like semi-damage already. Kind of dry:( I've been using conditioner everyday + hair mask every weekend. I want buy the essential hair essence!! I want my hair to be smooth and shiny, HEHE And i bought new shoes from Charles & Keith, Wore them today and i got 3 blisters, Pain! Oh and i made Mochi last Saturday, Made with Glutinous rice flour with red bean filling, Haha i gave some to dumb dumb on Sunday, I can say his expression tells everything. He say he doesn't like red bean then the mochi is too thick, and bla bla bla. So sad :( I put in my effort already, HAHAA, what shall i make this Saturday ??? I took some pictures of him, But all the pictures he's giving me the ' angry ' look. Shall not post then =( I never go to Marina Bay Sands before, I want go !! Dumb dumb let's go there this Saturday okay Okay OKAY !! :D IPHONE 4 WILL BE OUT THIS FRIDAY ~~~!!!!!!! Heard that it got alot of problems, But apple still released the phone because one of the apple people left the unreleased iphone somewhere, Not sure of the details, But it's something like that, So they got to quickly released the phone, But its said that many things are not done for the phone yet .. Think i'm not going buy them either, Maybe wait for the price to drop first? Haha. Shao yang went to find me for lunch yesterdayyyyyy. He slim down, Laughs, HAHA, dumb dumb is working =( He can't find me for lunch :( And my workplace is too inconvenient for him to drop by. Awww =( I'm sad. Faster buy car! Then u can drive here and have lunch with me and maybe send me home, Hehehe :P He say he doesn't want buy a car at the moment, But his job needs, Owning a car need spend alot money =(       xoxo, you know you love me Wednesday, July 21, 2010
at 10:48 PMYa just 5 minutes after you are online i start a quarrel with you , Do you think I want to say all these ? Because I feel , why am i always going for the extra mile in everything. I see its raining so heavily outside, I sms you asked you to be careful, And it's not only once! Its EVERY TIME whenever it rains heavily, I will just send a sms to you , I'm just being concern ! I started work the 2nd day, It rained so heavily in the morning, I got to walk so far to reach my office, did i get any sms from you ? NO ! I can be concern about you, But you ? You don't !! I tell you all these, Your reply is '' then what can i do other then say sorry '' What? after i said so much you still don't still don't know what i want ? I don't want you to say sorry you are not wrong, All i asked is alittle bit of concern to me , Is that asking too much ? I You know It hurts me alot to see why am i always the one doing all these, feeling you don't even care about me. During my lunch time, I would send u messages to say I'm going off for lunch, Hope you enjoy your lunch and work also, But always i would add a ' no need reply' in the message, Cause I don't want waste you sms or should i be more truthful to myself? I Don't want to see myself expecting for your reply, In the end disappointed, I know you are working, you are busy no time to even stop by to reply a sms, Your hands are full carrying heavy files, I understand. Always tell me you care about me, But sometimes i really can't feel. Ya all my words are hurting you , and all your actions are hurting me also, And those pictures we took, Even a normal friend would say send me those pictures, But you ? You don't even have the feelings of you want or you don't want. While me, keeping everything, Taking pictures of everything, Because i scared i might forget one day. you know ? I bring a notebook with me everyday to work, And i actually wrote messages to you inside as though i had sent the 'message' to you. I wrote in the book 'Ohyao Dumb dumb, I just reach office, enjoy your work later' ' eaten lunch?' Like i would get a reply back, YES I'm just so dumb. Because i know i cannot disturb you from work, And i don't want you to feel annoyed, You tell me you are very 辛苦, I tried not to voice out. You know how it feels when you tell the person you are very 辛苦, You are indirectly saying ' you caused me to be like that ' What went wrong ? Why we become like this, You always say ' why you like that ' YA WHY I LIKE THAT ? WHY MUST IT BE ME THAT HAVE CHANGED ?? Didn't you change also ? You weren't like that last time, You wont get angry over small things, Now you are pissing off even the smallest things. Especially when we go cactus, Its not that i dont want to help you to arrange or what, Sometimes after my arrangement I ask how? You gave me the look like i done it badly, So you own self arrange again, And i don't know why, Your face turned black, Maybe you angry i didn't help you , Just stand there and look. But not only once loh, It's almost every time. Back at pushcart, we didn't quarrel like this before, even though we see each EVERYDAY, Because we don't hide things. You got a password for your handphone, So what if i know your pin ? Can i go in and see your phone? Can i see your pictures/videos? I'm not checking on you or something, Just browsing your handphone, I don't even go to your inbox and see your messages and i respected you i asked if i could see your folders, You snatch back your phone sat there and kept quiet, Do you know alot things went through my mind when you did that? Ya it happened so long ago, Why i go say again, because it hurt me so much you know? Up till now !!! Now you don't even show me your handphone, you tell me thats your privacy, Dont have to show me everything. 你說我疑神疑鬼, 你不這樣我會想東想西嗎. I don't know what to say anymore, I'm very tired you know? I just feel like giving up everything. I'm not saying you done not enough, It's enough, I'm really happy. Probably, I'm just talking rubbish here, I made you so stressed Sorry. Dumb dumb, Sorry okay :( Sometimes it isn’t until we lose something that you then later realize how grateful we should have been to have what it is we had in the first place. I know its very boring to read a whole chunk of words, Here are some pictures taken last friday, Birthday celebrations for July     Ceo & me, he say he doesnt like to take picture, So ours very special, We take backview, Lol -.- And he's holding my hand, eating my toufu, 
xoxo, you know you love me Saturday, July 17, 2010
at 8:39 PMMy Aunty buy Hello Kitty body wash for me! So sweet !   Took MC on Thursday, Went out with Piguu! SHe accompanied me to Stage @ Scape! My first visit there!!!! The Stage there is so much bigger then Far East's outlet, I went there specially to get the lanyard loh, Hahaha know how much it cost? $29 man! I thought it was $21, I remember buying their 1st year anniversary lanyard at $21 one :( Now Stage 2nd year 起价了:( And and I saw alot of MANHATTAN BAG ! Had Macspicy with Piguu, We always eat Mcd when we go out, Is ALWAYS loh ! :D hahaha, Piguu xmas we buy SUDOKU book for HER okay! HAHAHAHAHAHA :p Had so much fun that day!                 And i bought these for dumb dumb , CUTE right ? But he gave me a sad face cause i waste my money buying things for him, I like to buy things for him what LOL , but he give me sad face, My heart sank loh :( I GOT A SURPRISE FOR DUMB DUMB TOMORROW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)       xoxo, you know you love me Saturday, July 10, 2010
at 2:01 PMAlex's bbq on Monday, and i'm blogging now, i drag this post for so long, Got no time to blog, hahaa. See the guitar i gave him, He say its nice, The color is unique, Hahaa i didnt choose this color, It was dumb dumb, And he accompanied me to Alex bbq :D Today Stage opening @ scape , show luo will be there for the opening loh AND I DIDNT GO !!!! :( Hope they still the lanyard next time :(       
xoxo, you know you love me Sunday, July 4, 2010
at 3:19 PMManhattan portage bags ♥♥♥ i want one also =( I want the STAGE XX MANHATTAN BAG !!! Cost $120++ :( I think Stage not selling anymore :( ♥Show Luo damn handsome in all the picturess♥                  Tomorrow is Monday again =( Start work again, SIAN TTM !!! :( I'm going Alex's chalet after my work. I went Marnia Square yesterday and I bought this for Alex ? Cute? mini one, It's Green color, Abit weird, But dumb dumb say nice , Haha, the color like avocado right ? He dunoe what is Avocado, Hahaha. And we went bugis after that, I bought clothes! And a Bag from Charles&keith , $60 okay, Heart pain pain, Road blocked everywhere at Marina area. For National day rehearsal. I want to eat 店小二 !! Their specialty is Roast Duck marinated with Herbal sauce and ' dong bo rou' also ! It's a must try if you go there, Haha i worked for that company actually, LOL ! But i had never tried their food, I must try it one day with Dumb dumb, If he wants ..... :D   Pan pacific :D           xoxo, you know you love me Older Posts |