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曾沛慈 -愛情怎麼喊停 Stephanie       Archive
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 Monday, July 11, 2011
 at 11:19 AMThis weekend, alot of things happen. i believe after this, alot of good things would be coming up~ "Just to clarify something, Ah dumb is not my boyfriend." Alot people thinks that we are together or what. Since people are assuming that, then i just told them ' yea, he's my bf' But the truth is.. he's not. He's a veryyyyyyy close friend i have. Our relationship is like boyfriend and girlfriend but without the status. Of course, I said it because i loved him. I wana have him, So so so much. But more of recently. I've been feeling very disappointed in him. That he doesn't care about me at all, despite what we have gone through together. And i know, he will never love me. I thought if i give, and i put in effort he mighttt love me. But i know its not going to happen at all. I shall stop lying to myself this. I know there's this guy, around me. he puts in effort to me and i chose not to see it. It's just like I'm putting in efforts for Ahdumb and he doesn't appreciate it, like same kind. But after this weekend, i choose to face it. I don't want to be that kind of person anymore. I don't want to be that kind of person only to be remembered when you needed something from me. I'm not your outlet to satisfy your desire. And i told that guy to change, How frigging selfish am I. But he says it's not totally impossible to do that. But he would try it for me. Touchingg. I believe you can =) I'll be here for you ok!! Right now, I need time. xoxo, you know you love me Older Posts |