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 Wednesday, August 15, 2012
 at 10:05 PM I DON'T DESERVE SOMEONE LIKE THIS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Reminds me of someone I know, speaking of him. My blood boils, I don't understand why is there such a person living on this earth behaving like this? Honestly, it's like a waste of resources. him, he doesn't even a "Him" please. Always saying sorry and sorry for EVERYTHING. I honestly do not know how to use decent words to describe him. I don't know what's the fucking use of you saying sorry to everything, when you yourself don't even know where's the mistake is ? You think your sorry is very big is it ? That it could just wipe off everything you have done? After so long, after how many countless times I have told you stop saying sorry. Stop saying sorry like you mean them. You still are the same, it's honestly a waste of breath talking to you. Blame who? Blame myself for being so stupid. I actually wrote how I feel and what I did, what I wana tell you on a book which I bring to work everyday when I was still in DXE. I gave you those 2 books is to show you how much you have let me down, how much you have hurt me in the past, is to show you what are the bad things you have done. But no, I don't think you ever get that point. Because in the end you still returned me the 2 books. Why the fuck do I still wana have the books ?!?!?! I tear and throw them before I went home the day you gave it to me. From the day I have given you, I know that I will never have anything to do with you anymore!! Because you're the worst guy I've ever know. You said you couldn't loved me, why the fuck in the first place did you treated me so well, you did almost everything to make me 'believe' that you liked me. Since you don't love me then you shouldn't have done all these in the first place then it will not caused me to fall into this drama. Even for a guy who have never been in a relationship will not be as blunt as you are. Up till now sometimes I do dream of you, nightmares kind you know? You are like my past haunting me. Even my colleagues sees you and ask me, eh why you so no taste one ah? lol YES, I admit!!!!!!!!!! I have no taste, please I'm only 16-17. And you? 25-26 cheating a innocent girl. You are a heartless freak, a person who never changes despite knowing your mistake. A coward, 敢做不敢当 !!!!!!!!! When things start to happen, start to panic, worry this and that regret this and that. You don't even dare to look at Asher in the eye, scared what? Shameful of the things you did to me? Let me tell you, how much you regret can never compared to how much I regretted knowing you. Do you know I've actually wasted up to 2 years of my time on you with nothing in return at all????????? I've threw away everything that have to do with you, including that fucking deer cause it's a waste of space to keep such things given by such a kind of person. Please ah, the next girl you know please don't treat her like how you treat me. Not everyone can take it one you know? If you think that what I've said is false, then come correct me. xoxo, you know you love me Older Posts |